Studio and Meiosis and Beowulf and India and...

lots of Homework! This week will be insane. It is insane.
I had my first official studio today and I butchered the second half of my song, but you know what, everyone was so NICE about it. After I finished, the girls complemented my on my outfit; "she's a fashionista!". I love when people noticed I actually tried to look decent. And I was NOT the only one to mess up. A super cute guy who said I had "a good head on my shoulders" for getting his joke, forget MOST OF his words. hahaha and everyone just laughed! It's so relaxed and fun. And everybody is really comfortable with each other and I hope that soon I can be myself and be a friend. But anyway, I have to work to get my song... I really just need a recording of the accompaniment to practice with... it will be OK!!!!(I keep telling myself...)
I have a short paper on my thesis for Writing Workshop tomorrow, which will be over the novel Anandamath, set in India during English rule. Hopefully I can knock that out today. I had my thesis ready, but when we went over it in class last Friday, everyone decided that mine would need outside research, which we didn't need. So, I had to start over, and I can't write about what I wanted to, but I think this is for the better... ugh. I guess.
I also have a British Literature paper due next week, over Beowulf. That should be a blast. And right now we are reading Chaucer and I'm supposed to turn in some discussion question analysis thing... whatev.
And tomorrow I wake up at 8 to run in aerobic fitness class, which is DIFFICULT. not a blow off. And then I run back to my dorm and take a cold shower in 5 minutes and RUN to biology class. To take a quiz over reading I can't seem to retain and hear a lecture on meiosis. FUN. Oh and we have an exam on Thursday. SUPER.
So, college is hard. And shit, I am learning to time manage, and it is not a walk in the park. Sometimes I miss my mom, and I'll write a note and mail it, just to let her know how much she means to me. Or mail my daddy the fall pro-football schedule I got in my newspaper, just so he knows I think about him a lot. I knew I would miss them, but that does not make it any easier.
I got to see my friends this weekend, which was a MASSIVE blessing, they mean the world to me. I can only be my true self around them. One of my closet friends leaves tomorrow for Scotland where she will attend university. And I ALREADY miss her terribly. iChat will be our savior I'm sure.
I am sick of summer and I am ready ready ready for fall! Cooler weather and cuter clothes!!! I'm a jacket person (it completes the outfit!) and I can't wear any in this insane heat. Today was ok, I guess. But COME TO ME OCTOBER. PLEASE.
I must go eat dinner and BUNKER DOWN in the library to study with my god-send of a suite-mate. Later :]